a future note to self...

i received a FutureMe email from me on my Gmail account... turns out i sent an email last April 2006 to myself to be delivered after 3 years... nothing much in it except me raving about my "crush" on that year... which fizzled out after several months... just me being me, i guess, losing interest after a while of being OCD about some-'thing' or 'body'... whichever... so, i don't retain my feelings, so shoot me... tsk!

'neweiz, i sent another email to myself informing my FutureMe about my state of the moment, and then reminding myself (in a nutshell) of my supposed goals for the future...

so, here's the link for sending yourself or someone like you a message to be delivered on a future date: http://futureme.org/

after 48 years...

nah, only 4 months, more like it...

nuthin' new here, just lazing around (though not voluntary, mind you...)

i'm kinda depressed, too... and feeling a lotta 'negative' stuff... including foolish...which just fits right in with today being the 1st day of April...

sux to be me nowadays...